"This might come off sounding stupid because I'm not sure I can put it in the right words. I just don’t fully understand or grasp how to live a fulfilled or happy life. I feel like I am just trying to hope for something better all the time and that it never comes.
"Do you know what I mean? It's like nothing makes me happy anymore. I don’t LOVE to do anything. I just do things. I live day to day, and can’t wait to go to sleep at night, and hate waking up in the morning.
"It sounds a lot more dismal than I mean it to… I sound miserable, or suicidal, which is not what I mean at all. I just wish I LOVED or felt passionate about something. Anything! I hate going through the motions, and that’s all I do these days."
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